Dependance

There is a guy.

I'm feeling it now because my sports life suddenly took a turn. It has become the only life I know. My entire life revolves around it.

He has always been there for me, through all my matches. Every single time I've fought, he's been there for me. Last year, twice, we weren't that close yet. But he wasn't there. Earlier this year, he coached me. Just recently, he was going to coach me to gold medal. He could have. He would have. I know that. But my coach was free, so he coached me. Nevertheless, he was still there for me.

I have not been to a single match without him, and I honestly don't know what I would do if I had to. I went for a match recently, without him. But thank god I didn't have to fight.

I like him, you know that? I think I do. I missed him twice this week already. He tried to talk to me over FB yesterday, and called me today. But I missed both, you know? Maybe I should be in college tomorrow. See if I do meet him. I'm afraid I'll miss him again though.